IT'S OVER NOW!

I don’t know where to start; I am still in pain of thinking living without you..
Oh my.. My heart cuts into two. :'( you boy, Sorry about what had happened! you can't blame me for loving you. I just want you to know that, I really really Love you. but then, we both Failed! I miss you and I'm always missing you.. I miss you now and then, I'm so tired of pretending that I care less, but it was just a feeling that nobody can help except YOU. :'( have you been in this situation? On how you handle your hurt? on how you tell the world that you hate to breathe? To tell you frankly guys, He's the guy I thought we could get something in it but then, it turned like a bubble, memories gone in just 1 second.

He told me He loves me, and I believed in it.. but,
there are things in life that are bound to END. Some ends happily ever after, while others are bound left broken and shattered. Hahaiii.. I want my sweet sigh back. I miss myself in a status of being INLOVE. WHAT SHOULD I DO? I love you and that was the truth. I am crossing my fingers that one day you will realize that you still want me to be part of your life because I do. I love you still and that wont change but at the end of the day I can't be mucked about. :'(

The reasons I have for letting you go are quite clear. I needed to be rid of you so that I may move on. So that I may soon be, complete yet again. For this, I am truly sorry, but it needed to be done. I want you to know and I want us to be together, but things really do need to change. I did all this for you and you're treating me unfair; I shouldn't be the one to feel guilty. I looked after you, respected you and done all I humanly could to make you want to stay alive, but I guess all I need to do is to wait for you to make a move or to say a permenant goodbye.

nag'gigive way lang po ako. :'( I guess, this things happen for a reason.. C God na po ang bahala.

and I'm Thankful, in a short period of time, I met you, I loved you, I treated you so special...and now, I'm treating you as my FRIEND.