MY loving father :-( I really really miss him. papa will always remain in my heart. so proud having him as my father. hahayy..I want to bear always in my mind that you just went abroad. ( in a way that I'm waiting for you to come back, longing for your presence all day long ) though I knew it wasn't. :( Te extraño papa. Thank you for everything. you know what pa, things are different when you came to an end, I don't know what to do.. I'm too weak..too weak to be strong. :-( I need you pa,I NEED YOU MOST! Yes, I'm trying to be strong yet the emptiness and loneliness of my soul always strike me. I'm happy knowing there are lots of my friends do loved me despite of my imperfections..but then again, I'm still longing for you. I want to talk to you, i want to share the things that you don't know about me yet.. I miss asking permission on you when i have something to do. and i miss EVERYTHING about you.

so hard for me to accept the fact that your presence will no longer be here. but I'm still hoping. hoping to see you in my dreams.