When I’m with the broad – it’s a photoshoot!

snapshots by Sylvester Saldaña.. =) the most outstanding photographer.
Thank you.

IT'S OVER NOW!

I don’t know where to start; I am still in pain of thinking living without you..
Oh my.. My heart cuts into two. :'( you boy, Sorry about what had happened! you can't blame me for loving you. I just want you to know that, I really really Love you. but then, we both Failed! I miss you and I'm always missing you.. I miss you now and then, I'm so tired of pretending that I care less, but it was just a feeling that nobody can help except YOU. :'( have you been in this situation? On how you handle your hurt? on how you tell the world that you hate to breathe? To tell you frankly guys, He's the guy I thought we could get something in it but then, it turned like a bubble, memories gone in just 1 second.

He told me He loves me, and I believed in it.. but,
there are things in life that are bound to END. Some ends happily ever after, while others are bound left broken and shattered. Hahaiii.. I want my sweet sigh back. I miss myself in a status of being INLOVE. WHAT SHOULD I DO? I love you and that was the truth. I am crossing my fingers that one day you will realize that you still want me to be part of your life because I do. I love you still and that wont change but at the end of the day I can't be mucked about. :'(

The reasons I have for letting you go are quite clear. I needed to be rid of you so that I may move on. So that I may soon be, complete yet again. For this, I am truly sorry, but it needed to be done. I want you to know and I want us to be together, but things really do need to change. I did all this for you and you're treating me unfair; I shouldn't be the one to feel guilty. I looked after you, respected you and done all I humanly could to make you want to stay alive, but I guess all I need to do is to wait for you to make a move or to say a permenant goodbye.

nag'gigive way lang po ako. :'( I guess, this things happen for a reason.. C God na po ang bahala.

and I'm Thankful, in a short period of time, I met you, I loved you, I treated you so special...and now, I'm treating you as my FRIEND.

My day. 09-08-10

my day was quite busy and not so interested. Why I feel like this? hahay! I feel so down, I feel so... :( I can't explain.. why should I keep myself thinking about it or about them?.. :( I should be happy. coz I deserve it, I guessed!
Is there anything I did wrong this day? Why you guys are so Unfair? you don't even tell me in front of me that you don't like what I did or whaaaaat.. goosh! we're not young as 10 year old Kid. I don't know why it happened!.. I hate people whose always come to you "for a reason"..only for a reason. well, I don't care even a single soul.. I don't even give a damn! You are not my Friends. we're just acquainted. in some time, and only for this moment.

MY loving father :-( I really really miss him. papa will always remain in my heart. so proud having him as my father. hahayy..I want to bear always in my mind that you just went abroad. ( in a way that I'm waiting for you to come back, longing for your presence all day long ) though I knew it wasn't. :( Te extraño papa. Thank you for everything. you know what pa, things are different when you came to an end, I don't know what to do.. I'm too weak..too weak to be strong. :-( I need you pa,I NEED YOU MOST! Yes, I'm trying to be strong yet the emptiness and loneliness of my soul always strike me. I'm happy knowing there are lots of my friends do loved me despite of my imperfections..but then again, I'm still longing for you. I want to talk to you, i want to share the things that you don't know about me yet.. I miss asking permission on you when i have something to do. and i miss EVERYTHING about you.

so hard for me to accept the fact that your presence will no longer be here. but I'm still hoping. hoping to see you in my dreams.

everythin' bout me.

Apple juice or orange juice? ORANGE JUICE.

Which do you prefer, sweet or salty foods? SWEETS.

Autobots or Decepticons? DECEPTICONS.

If you could have any superpower, what would it be? TO READ SOMEONES MIND.

What is usually your first thought when you wake up? EAT.

What do you usually think about right before falling asleep? MY FUTURE.

What's your favorite color? PINK AND BROWN.

What's your favorite animal? NONE AT ALL.

Do you believe in extraterrestrials or life on other planets? NO. LET ME SEE FIRST.

List 3 of your best personality traits: HUMBLE, HAVE SENSE OF HUMOR, GENUINE.

List 3 of your worst personality traits: MOODY, MOODY, MOODY. HEHE

Any tattoos or piercings? TATTOOS DON'T HAVE. PIERCINGS: 4 IN MY LEFT EAR, 2 IN MY RIGHT EAR, 1 IN MY BELLY BUTTON.

What personality traits do you look for in a partner? EASY TO BE WITH, BUT HARD TO GET.

What personality traits do you dislike in other people? NOT SO TRUE.

Are you mostly a clean or messy person?Do you see yourself getting married in the next 5 years? HMMM. I DON'T THINK SO. :)

If you could live anywhere in the world, where would you live? SOMEWHERE, IN THE PEACEFUL SURROUNDINGS.

List 5 goals on your life's to-do list: TO RAISE MYSELF, MY FAMILY AND PEOPLE CLOSER TO MY LIFE. AND TO HAVE A GOOD JOB IN THE FUTURE.

Name 1 regret you have: i DON'T HAVE ONE.

Name 1 thing you miss about being a kid: NONE.

Name 1 thing you love about being an adult: ALL.

What's your favorite thing to do on a Saturday night? HANG OUT WITH FRIENDS.

What's your favorite thing to do on a Sunday afternoon? JUST AT HOME. SPENDING TIME WITH MY ACCOUNTS. :)

Have any hidden talents? DANCING . (BLUSH)

What would be your dream job? TO BECOME A PROFESSIONAL MODEL.

Which would you rather have, 100 million dollars or true love? TRUE LOVE. MONEY CAN'T BUY LOVE. AGREE?

If you could have 3 wishes granted, what would they be? TO BE WITH SOMEONE WHOM I REALLY LOVE, TO HAVE A HAPPY & CONTENTED FUTURE FAMILY, AND TO HAVE A PEACEFUL WORLD.


Name 1 thing not many people know about you: COWGIRL, COWPOKE :)

Beauty

Once in a blue moon. yhey! my summer 2010' was full of happiness that I may cherish in my existence. every journey in my life's expectancy I do put some relevance towards it. No matter what may comes next. wretchedness or contentment, pros or cons I still find irresistible cause I know, Life is sweeter than death. Ü

Polaroids. :-)

" weeeehh? errrh. this was taken in the YUHUM ship together with my beautiful cousin Jezel. taken by her brother Mr. RC cola. ( a frustrated photographer). hehehe joke!
The fresh air do attacks me. hehe :-) I looked so tiny here. huhu :-( but i love it though.